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August 5, 2008
jess and i

jess and i


why where those words were so hard to say? I don’t know why i couldn’t say them. I guess i might have had some barrier or something in the subconscious. the first time i ever tried. i said them and a feeling of dread came over me. I felt like i should say them. Now. Its different. I felt like i wanted to say it. Now i wanted to say them. And after i did, i didn’t have that feeling of dread. It felt more right. I still may not understand 100% of what the word means. I understand a concept that might work for me. i know i wasnt ready to say it then, but i belive i am ready now…

It looks like i’m finally ready to open myself up that much, at least to one person.

germany vs. italy.

July 28, 2008


After seing both….it has been an interesting experiance.

Berlin is way nicer than italy. And i like their beds. No Mosquitos. Better nightlife.

although rome has the history….lol

im sick of traveling though. i want my own bed.

italy…compared to germany.

July 23, 2008

so far germany is beautiful. it is clean peacefully, the people do not seem nearly as uptight as the people in italy.It is just so much more of a chill attitude. The people are friendly. Service is amazing at the hotel i am staying in. I offically want to live in germany if i were to live outside the US. It is beautiful here. I could not help but think of the history of my family as i flew in and landed..seeing trees that reminded me of the black forest. ahhh. i love germany so far.

as i sat in the church of the medichi

July 7, 2008

reading the ending my name is asher lev. I noticed tears coming to my eyes. I do not know what it was, but what it is that hit me about that book, but it amazed me. I have no words to describe it.

doing nothing

June 30, 2008

it strikes me as funny…that here we are in italy. and people just want to hang around and chill at villa aurora. I mean sure if you are actually going to sit down and read. That would be sweet, but most of the students just end up chilling and not doing anything, instead of actually reading (me included). If we are going to blow off reading, why not go do something fun? Here we are in florence italy and we are sitting around in our rooms in the evenings. I know some of us are tired, from the days excursions, me included, but What the hell? SERIOUSLY? We are in florence, some of us for like a once in a lifetime opportunity to go out and have some awesome fun in a new place. Lets get off our buts.

sickly

June 26, 2008


today we saw a lot of art.
Dr. Westerbeck said i would be crying for modern art after 2.5 weeks of this renaissance art. I am screaming for it right now. Ok let me pause. I do appreciate the skill it takes to paint that kind of thing and that size, but frankly renaissance art does not push my buttons, in fact it kind of irritates them. It is all done for the man. And that is one thing i cannot stand. This tradition of “high art” is something i cannot stand. It just is so…of itself. Like i said, don’t get me wrong some of the artists are really go full od, and as a historian this whole city interests me in terms of the history of art, but… Its all so….yeech….

I am looking forward to the Guggenheim already, too bad we only get a few hours of modern art on this trip. /sigh….

we went to the santa maria novella church yesterday as well as the monastery of San Marco. It was kind of out of context as well because we just went to and didn’t have a class period before to like prepare ourselves. It would have made a bit more sense after the class. I guess my biggest problem with it was because it was all art that was commissioned by the church establishment. It wasn’t art for arts sake or art because the artist wanted to do it. I realize that there was not much of that happening but we give so much praise to the establishment wanting to be pretty and so much praise to the artists just wanting to be rich. In our text Vasari was pointing out that some of the artists were wanting to study other things and had been gifted with wanting to study the perspective in painting, however it wasnt what the church wanted so he had to sell out. And when he did, he was never happy, and people never liked his work as much, it brought him even more criticism because he wasnt as good as it as he was the other way.

also a note, i have not been feeling well. my stomach and sleep shed is so messed up.

more later
twid

timeline of travel

June 25, 2008


Yesterday was one of the longest days of my life.

0430 (West Coast Time) Wakeup
0500 Arrive at SFO
0700 Fly out of SFO
1500 (East Coast Time) Arrive at Newark New Jersy
1700 Fly out of Newark
0745 (Italy Time) Arrive at the Fiumicino Airport
0815 Passport Control Cleared, Get baggage.
0830 Customs Clear, Bathroom Break, Find the Leonardo Da Vinci Express Train to Roma Termini.
0930 Arrive Roma Termini
1000 Deposit Backpack, And board Metro Blue Line.
1015 Arrive at Exit Colloseo Stop.
1018 See the Colosseum from the outside. (Simply Amazing. Its huge. Didn’t pay to go in yet. 11 Euro. Ill go later either on the school trip or at the end with scotty.)
1020-1100 Get lost trying to find Trevi Fountain. Walk all over Rome.
1110 Consult map i bought at the terminal and then promptly forgot about..
1120-1300 Get lost, Consult Map, repeat.
1315 See the Trevi Fountain.
1345 Get pizza…mmmmm two dollar food.
1400 Head back to Termini on Metro Red Line.
1415 Arive at Termini and kill time shopping or walking.
1500 Begin to chafe from all the walking around city. Call mom. Sit down. Lie down. almost fall asleep.
1530 kind of fall asleep.
1600 Awoken by security gard. Told if i am that drowsy to go over to the waiting room, which i didnt know existed. Go there.
1610-1800 Wait and read/doze off
1810 Board train
1830 Leave Rome headed to Florence.
2010 Arrive in Florence after having woman next to me gesturing hugly all train trip. Barely got any sleep.
2100 Gellatto! Mmmmm!
2130 Arrive in Villa Aurura. Shower
2145 Sweet Peaceful Rest.

more later

in newark

June 23, 2008

satified after sarah kane in SF, and now getting ready for my flight from newark to Rome. Seventeen hours, ill be in Itally.
But having to pay for an hour of internet access is for the loss.
Gay Gay Gay Gay Gay.

BARACK follows me

June 22, 2008




BARACK follows me, originally uploaded by xtwidx.

HAHAHAHA thats all i have to say.

awaiting…

June 21, 2008

 


PUC Graduation 2008, originally uploaded by xtwidx

Its crazy. All this fuss over graduation. We have 3 days of ceremonies saying how great we are and how proud the school is of us. I know…I know its mostly for the parents, but still, wouldn’t a nice card suffice. When i graduate i just want them to give me the diploma and lets move on with life. I grow more and more tired of school and having to fulfill assignments. Don’t get me wrong i want to be continually a student and continually learning, but this whole school thing just brings me down. To stressful.

Although it does provide a lot of nice picture opportunities. =D