It drives me crazy

It drives me crazy, when you are so down on yourself.
You are special, i don’t know why you want to end your life.
Maybe i never will.
You say that people wouldn’t care if you did,
You mean to tell me if one of your best friends killed themselves
that you would just get over it.
I refuse to believe that. Its bullshit and you know it.
I don’t know what to say to convince you
not to down that bottle of pills,
but i know that you are cared about and you would be missed.
You are not a burden to your family or your friends.
i hope you realize that.
I wish i could show you that there is something to live for,
something to keep fighting for,
but the truth is i don’t know if i’ve found it yet.
There has to be a solution though, so hang tight, keep fighting.
At least till i know the solution and i can fill you in.
Please….