How to not get cast:

So i had my solo audition yesterday. I did awfull. I will be happy with any part in this production, which is probally what i will have to accept. If i end up with a speaking role i will be stoked beyond beleif. But i dont know if that will happen. I love the soldier parts and i actually did decent at them. It was the other part that i tried out for that i literally sucked at. We will see what happens. Call back list is up in an about an hour. The only thing i can do is wait and see what happens. The final cast list will be up on friday. Even if i dont get a call back i might still have gotten cast, but i dont know if thats even a possibility. I guess maybe for a soldier role, but like i said we shall see. What i guess makes up for it is that many of my friends didnt do so hot eaither. Jon Garza was complaining about his performance. As was Jessica and Sarah. So we will see if any of us get parts. I was a wreck going into my audition. I was so nervous. I could tell i was because my leg was bouncing up and down and thats all it does when im nervous. It only happens when im that nervous. Well its only a waiting game now.

It drives me crazy

It drives me crazy, when you are so down on yourself.
You are special, i don’t know why you want to end your life.
Maybe i never will.
You say that people wouldn’t care if you did,
You mean to tell me if one of your best friends killed themselves
that you would just get over it.
I refuse to believe that. Its bullshit and you know it.
I don’t know what to say to convince you
not to down that bottle of pills,
but i know that you are cared about and you would be missed.
You are not a burden to your family or your friends.
i hope you realize that.
I wish i could show you that there is something to live for,
something to keep fighting for,
but the truth is i don’t know if i’ve found it yet.
There has to be a solution though, so hang tight, keep fighting.
At least till i know the solution and i can fill you in.
Please….

LOVE is a four letter word

ATTN: PUC PEOPLE.This saturday night, at the Alice Holst Theatre on Pacific Union College Campus, the play Love is a Four Letter Word: Exploring how and why we fall. This play is a collection of 1 act plays on the topic of LOVE. The directors and actors have been working really hard on this play. There are 7 plays that have been worked together under the careful eye of Mei Ann Teo and Cambria Wheeler.

I have a small part in one of the plays. And thus i can attest to the greatness of the other plays espeically the ending play, On Tidy Endings. The acting is amazing as 2 seniors (Jessica McPherson and Jonathan Garza) take the stage for the first time here at PUC. They are joined by Freshman Zoe Thompson, and Sophmore Harrison Mullin. The talent abounds in this play as well as the other 1 act plays.

I strongly urge you to come and see it. The performance dates are the 16th, 17th, 20th, 21st, 23rd, 24th. The Show times are at 8pm in Stauffer Hall at the Alice Holst Theatre. Tickets are 3 bucks for students and 5 dollars for others. Thats cheeper than a gallon of gas for students! So come and suport the Dramatic Arts Society.And stay tuned for Iphigenia 2.0 this spring from DAS. Its going to rule. Trust me I just read the script. Ill write a entry about it soon. I promise, right about the time ill do the politics one.-twid.